|Admitting I Have a Problem Is the First Step
||[Jan. 25th, 2008|05:14 am]
* ¤ ☆ • . Willowshade . • ☆ ¤ *
|||||Red Hot Chili Peppers - My Friends||]|
These days I have nothing driving me forward except for school and Follow Your Heart. I can't drive, and that admittedly changes a lot of things. True it may be that the community at the Heart functions for me in the place of a real family and makes me feel like I've finally found my niche. However warm it makes me feel to be there, my coworkers don't quite get me as completely as my friends do. I miss the feeling of totally being able to let go like a rampant shrieking madwoman while wearing some kind of outrageous headgear! I have no social life anymore, and I'm starting to feel the lack deepen with time.
......I miss my friends. I miss acceptance. I miss completion. I miss self-realization.