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Eeeeeeeek! [Mar. 11th, 2007|10:12 pm]
* ¤ ☆ • . Willowshade . • ☆ ¤ *
[Current Location |Homeworry]
[mood |discontentdiscontent]
[music |Radiohead - Knives Out]

I'm so nervous.


This is too good to be true. I still feel so unsure about what to do next. I never trust myself enough.
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I'll Be Frank [Feb. 14th, 2007|09:21 pm]
* ¤ ☆ • . Willowshade . • ☆ ¤ *
[Current Location |Homexcite]
[mood |amusedamused]
[music |Tori Amos - I'm on Fire (Springsteen Cover)]

It isn't the motion of the ocean -- IT'S THE SIZE OF THE WAVE!!!

...So happy V-Day. Har-har. XO
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A Week [Jan. 3rd, 2007|12:54 pm]
* ¤ ☆ • . Willowshade . • ☆ ¤ *
[Current Location |Schoolbreak]
[mood |gratefulgrateful]
[music |Deftones - Cherry Waves]

I was drunk, but I told him how I felt. I look up to him because he listens to himself. He's all about passion; he's not afraid to act upon his feelings. He strokes me a lot more these days... on the neck, the back, the arm. One thing I'll remember forever is his kiss - this I'll miss. He can leave me wanting more. He does warm me to the core... in a way that is selfless, but I'm never one to sit and do all the receiving. Initial fire is mutually strong enough to make us both act, so every action is understood. Private conversation is so honest that stares are fixed and words are direct, so exchange becomes intimate. Coupled with our appreciation of sensual subtleties, our unique communication style makes us compatible first as friends. We made love again, though.
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Well [Dec. 20th, 2006|08:48 am]
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[Current Location |Homewake]
[mood |contentcontent]
[music |KXLU.com's Web Broadcast]

22.
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Dairy = VEAL [Nov. 18th, 2006|09:08 pm]
* ¤ ☆ • . Willowshade . • ☆ ¤ *
[Current Location |Homesorrow]
[mood |annoyedyes, bitch.]
[music |Kid Koala - Skanky Panky]

"Male calves - 'byproducts' of the dairy industry - are generally taken from their mothers when they are less than one day old. The calves are then put into dark, tiny crates, where they are kept almost completely immobilized so that their flesh stays tender. The calves are fed a liquid diet that is low in iron and has little nutritive value in order to make their flesh white. This heinous treatment makes the calves ill, and they frequently suffer from anemia, diarrhea, and pneumonia. Frightened, sick, and alone, these calves are killed after only a few months of life. 'Veal' is the flesh of a tortured, sick baby cow, and a byproduct of the milk industry."

"There's a hunk of veal is every glass of milk. Every single veal calf in this country is the child of a dairy cow."

"Published scientific research indicates that calves confined in crates experience 'chronic stress' and require approximately five times more medication than calves living in more spacious conditions. It is not surprising then, that veal is among the most likely meat to contain illegal drug residues which pose a threat to human health."
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R.I.P., Steve Irwin [Sep. 4th, 2006|10:27 am]
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[mood |gloomygloomy]
[music |Yann Tiersen - Mother's Journey]

Farewell to the Croc Hunter. :(








"I have no fear of losing my life — if I have to save a koala or a crocodile or a kangaroo or a snake, Mate, I will save it."
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"Karra-o-KEH!" [Aug. 24th, 2006|03:50 am]
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[Current Location |Homecontent]
[mood |impressedI pushed myself]
[music |Interpol - Evil]

Yesterday Dev and I played karaoke for the first time with Kimie.

It was SOOO HARRRRRRRRD! ♥ ♥ ♥
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"Every Summer" 2 [Aug. 24th, 2006|02:14 am]
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[Current Location |Homelove]
[mood |calmjust beautiful]
[music |Michael Nyman - Hearts Asks Pleasure First]

Each summer I want to say, "That was the most eye-opening excursion of my life."

Then next summer rolls around and I grow even more.

I've put everything into perspective further and it is beautiful.


Jeff, Gil, Alec, Sergio, Arlene, Ashley, Fletcher, Aaron, Tanya, Zain, Nico, Dale, Vanessa, Sadie, Devon, Rachel, Tracy, Nik, Leah, Danie, Mie, Kimie -- You're all amazing! ♥

Mmmmm. I am kind of excited to go back and see the art friends again. <33333 I will try not to let school make me all bitter and rigid this time.
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Choice [Aug. 21st, 2006|12:49 am]
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[Current Location |Homestarvin]
[mood |surprisedsurprised]
[music |Emm Gryner - Serenade]

Me? He picked ME!?

...Well I'll be damned.


I feel like making out.
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Well I'll Say It Like This: [Aug. 19th, 2006|04:34 pm]
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[Current Location |Homenumb]
[mood |calmcalm]
[music |Nirvana - The Man Who Sold the World]

This is so easy that I almost feel bad for not feeling bad...

I figured something else out, too. There was guilt-tripping involved when it came to the word "forever," i.e. the mentality of "If you want to give up, then go ahead; I'm above that, though."

I didn't think my mom's luck with relationships would really haunt me, because I've made such great decisions in the past. WRONG. Now in a sense I've lost faith, but ehhhh, I'll recover. =}

This is a very unique situation which has caused a very unique, detached result. My emotions were pulled back and forth so many times that now I am finally balanced in the middle. Now I have the clarity not to be bitter as well as the sown seed of passion that still awaits watering.

I couldn't ask for more. I suppose now it's time to sit back and watch the show.


All eyes are on you, kid. ("_~)
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